Dream... Everyone has a dream of what they want to be. A question that I have not asked myself before. What's my dream? To be a photographer? A chess master? Or just the usual office guy? I'm the kind of guy whom once put in the effort,will be able to excel in it, but I'm just too lazy and too afraid to do so...
Time is cruel, once you missed the crucial moment, it won't come back again. I have many regrets in my life, and I have missed a lot of moment that I can excel in and all these can only be hidden as regrets in the deepest part in my heart. Often, I asked myself, what can I do? Which area am I best in? Will I be able t do it well? Why don't I give it up? I have wasted so much time thinking about these things instead of even making the effort of trying. How I wish I could turn back time but that's impossible.
Passion... Once my life had been filled with lots of passion on the things that I wanted to learn, Guitar, Japanese language, chess, photography and many many more.
Now, only now... that I started to move forward. I started to move forward and put my heart in the things that I want to do, started to excel in my studies and thank God that I have gotten the Top Student Award. It may seems like a small thing for others, but this award is very important to me. It gives me the confidence to move on, to continue to put in my best efforts in things I do. It's telling me, "If you like it, do it and be the best!".
Recently, I have taken a liking to Korean language and this time, I have decided to learn from my past mistake of giving up halfway. This time, I'm going to go all the way to master it. If I want to learn korean, I should go all the way.
I have been watching a lot of korean dramas recently, and these gave me a lot of emotional feel about love. What is LOVE if it doesn't make you excited when you see that special person.
What is LOVE if it doesn't make your heart ache when you don't get to see that person.
I have found that love 6 years ago even though I wasn't sure about it at the beginning. What attracts me about her in the first place? I couldn't answer that until recently. It was that cheerful face of her that moved me, the emotional her that touched me. She makes me feel loved and refused to give up on me. To her, I'm her world. To me, she's my life... I love you, Denise...
Denise 시 사랑해.....
